Update & prayer request

Here are our highlights:

  • Faith had another MRI today (with and without contrast), as well as an MRV.  These were ordered for the severe post-infusion headaches she’s having as they want to rule out a blockage in the blood vessels in her brain.  Her headache pain is currently rated at a 6 on a 1-10 scale.
  • Her Immunoglobulin levels have dropped too low again; we’ll be at the hospital all week for another high dose IVIG infusion (# 11), running over 4 days this time, in hopes of decreasing the side effects.
  • She continues to struggle with the P.A.N.D.A.S. symptoms, most challenging the last couple years are the anxiety, emotional lability (strikes out of the blue) and obsessive bad thoughts, although there are many others.  We hope this will dissipate as she heals (it takes up to two years with each exacerbation – this is # 3), as they have in the past.
    • She’s never had a full two years to heal as she has so many strep throat infections, that she winds up back at square one each fall/winter for the last three years every time she gets another one.  Thus, she’s pulling out of this one more slowly than previously; however, we trust in God’s divine healing power.
    • Did I mention that we went Gluten Free in November… a week before Thanksgiving?  Ha!  It’s actually going quite well and we’ve had a lot of fun trying new things!  I absolutely believe this alone has had a very positive impact, not only on the PANDAS, but on the migraines as well.  Most PANDAS children struggle with rage, thrashing (severe tics… looks like a seizure, but if you’re familiar with those, the movements are different), unconscious episodes that can last up to several hours (and they do not remember afterward… a blessing as our kids are so guilt ridden).  While Faith never had tantrums as a child; she has a severe case of PANDAS and experienced these episodes during her first two exacerbations… however, those have been completely absent this past year!!  Praise the Lord for this blessing!!

Also, a young person dear to my heart has just been diagnosed with cancer and has started aggressive treatment for it.

I’ve been feeling the strain myself recently of too many medical challenges (and drama) in recent years, overwhelmed and tired.  I’m sure I’ll be fine with God’s help, but I do need to make some changes to take better care of my own needs on a regular basis.  I don’t tend to excel in that area.

Please keep us all in your prayers; thank you.

State academic tests

As of today, Faith has completed all of her state testing for 7th grade. Although she missed an enormous amount of content this year due to hospitalizations, IVIG infusions, medical appointments, etc as she battles PANDAS, we have worked very hard for her to learn the content, even as she missed about half the year. Thankfully, God has blessed Faith with a strong desire to learn & succeed and she’s worked very hard to master the material.

Thank you for all your prayers for her; they’re deeply appreciated! She passed proficient in all subjects, and even passed advanced in English… stunning, given how far behind she was. God is so good!!! Eighth grade, here we come!!! Faith is glad to have this year completed & behind her… we hope to give her some hard earned down time soon. Take that, PANDAS! You will never have her!

She is continuing to have severe headaches following her IVIG infusions. This one has lasted three weeks… constant pain rated at 8-10. We see her PANDAS specialist Thursday; please pray for wisdom and guidance for her entire medical team and us, as we seek solutions to regain health and reduce these side effects. NIMH indicates that once a child has had three exacerbations, PANDAS-PITAND becomes chronic. This year has been her third. We continue to trust that we are in God’s hands, as we seek any and all solutions to reclaim her health.

I also now have a teenager, but we’ve been too busy to post about that. I’ll try to update & posts pics soon.

Our children need help NOW! PANS: PANDAS-PITAND Legislation

People sometimes ask me how they can help in our journey with PANDAS. Please read this and take a few minutes to write your representatives on behalf of children who desperately need medical care for these autoimmune conditions. Thank you!
Do you have a child or know a family who has been impacted by PANS: PANDAS-PITAND?

I encourage everyone to contact their state representatives in support of similar legislation!  This will only take a few minutes of your time and will do so much to help a child whose life has been turned upside down.

See this link: http://www.usa.gov/Contact/Elected.shtml to contact your representatives!  It’s imperative to share with them the devastating impact this has on children and their families and the urgent need for additional research, as well as ICD listing and insurance coverage!
Please, be clear that high dosage IVIG *has* been shown to be helpful for these autoimmune conditions and should be covered by insurance for all PANDAS-PITAND (PANS) children.  Each treatment costs $ 10,000 – $ 12,000 and many children (such as Faith) require ongoing infusions.  Often, they are not covered by insurance.
The NIMH page is clear and they are currently conducting another study to demonstrate the benefits of IVIG.  See: http://intramural.nimh.nih.gov/pdn/web.htm and refer your representatives to this page as well as this 1999 study: Therapeutic plasma exchange and intravenous immunoglobulin for obsessive compulsive disorder and tic disorders in childhood. Perlmutter, S. et al. 1999
Also, direct them to our website:  PANDAS-PITAND Awareness & Research Supportfor additional information. Review the list of symptoms on our home page.  Imagine your previously normal child suddenly becoming gripped by most, if not all of these symptoms at extreme levels of intensity.  These children know there is something very wrong with their brains… they live with sudden onset

  • phobias,
  • obsessions,
  • contamination fears,
  • anxieties,
  • separation fears,
  • school refusal (yes, even children who loved school and were in gifted classes),
  • incontinence
  • sleep difficulties, including fear of sleeping in their own room
  • academic decline & loss of previously acquired skills, especially Math
  • uncontrollable movements
  • emotional lability, including rages (even in children who previously did not have temper tantrums)
  • ADHD
  • Major Depression
  • Relentless unwanted “bad thoughts” (this can range from thoughts of harming others to thoughts of suicide)
  • compulsions
  • memory loss
  • inability to trust your own brain and body that are suddenly turning on you in dramatic ways

The lives of your family change, literally overnight and are never the same… unless you can get this monstrous auto-immune disease into remission.

I co-admin a group of hundreds of PANS: PANDAS-PITAND parents, that grows daily.  These families are in crisis, desperate to find help for their seriously ill child(ren).  There are only a handful of physicians in this country who are currently experienced in treating these conditions.  If you have any questions about these conditions, please message me through this blog or our website: PANDAS-PITAND Awareness & Research Support Contact page
Our children can’t wait.  They need help NOW!   Thank you for helping a child… please share this post.
PANDAS & PITAND Awareness Ribbon

PANDAS-PITAND Awareness Ribbon

ER again…

ER… I suspect Faith has phlebitis or thrombophlebitis at IV site from IVIG infusion this week. I called our Peds after hours line & was told to bring her in to be evaluated. We just got home from Children’s Hospital around 1 am due to the side effects post-infusion. All three infusion days were about 14 hours … each. She remains in severe pain (rated at 9 on 1-10 scale) from the post-infusion headache.
#canmommysecureabedandsleep

Hubby has been working extended hours for work project; thankfully, the pressure on that seems to be easing now.

Prayers requested that this won’t be serious and for plenty of restorative sleep for all of us this weekend. We walk on faith that God holds us in His hands & take things moment by moment.

UPDATE: It is phlebitis, but thankfully, there is no blood clot. Rash on torso non-issue. Simple tx should resolve phlebitis at IV site within a few days. We’ll follow up with Ped to re-check in a few days.  When Faith left the room for a few minutes, her nurse said she wanted to tell me that she noticed how elegant she is and how poised she carries herself… even with headache pain at a 9 on a 1-10 scale, she was still engaged with the ER staff and smiling… what a positive sign God gave me that healing is underway and her true personality is shining through.
#soblessed!

10th IVIG infusion … 3rd & final day

It’s been a long week … construction right outside our window here, cut her rate in half… helped a lot with headache, but took hours longer to run. I anticipate it will take even longer today.
Headache started spiking as she went to bed … hate to wake her. I’m feeling drained & weary from all the traveling … need rest. Hubby also working very long hours. We’re all exhausted. We’ll be home tonight & praying it’s a quiet weekend for all of us.
Faith is in a strong push to complete half a year of missed content (due to illnesses) and take state tests, starting next week; I’m overseeing that and helping her through it. Please pray she is well enough to do this.
Please pray for us… for stamina, good spirits, good rest and peace… and for all these issues to resolve smoothly.
UPDATE:  Infusion is running, headache at 7-8 (I had her nurse give an anti-inflammatory, hoping that will help as nothing else is helping), we will only go up to half of max rate today, which we hope will help with the several days of post-infusion side effects (severe headaches & vomiting) she has been having.  Here’s a pic of today – PANDAS girls can change the world!!!  All PANDAS-PITAND boys & girls can… and I believe, will change the world!!!  These children are amazing & have enormous  intelligence, tenacity and courage!!

IVIG # 10 - PANDAS girls can change the world!

IVIG # 10 – PANDAS girls can change the world!

High Dose IVIG Infusion # 10

High dose IVIG Infusion # 10 starts today (Tuesday, May 15) & will hopefully, be done by Thursday evening.  She’s in good spirits, after being able to participate in her worship dance recital last night.

We’ve been making dietary adjustments.  We removed gluten in mid-November 2011 and her migraines (that were severe, not responding to medication & were the catalyst for two back to back hospitalizations at the time) improved three weeks later… to the day.  She does still get them sometimes, but they respond to medication now.  Also, since going gluten free, we’ve lost count of how many times we’ve walked out the door and found that it’s raining.  This is of huge significance for both of us as our migraines have always been so strongly triggered by weather that I stopped checking weather years ago, since my migraines were a more reliable predictor that rain was on the way.

Because she had a dairy intolerance as an infant, I also removed dairy from her diet a few weeks ago as a trial to see if it helps – like gluten, removing dairy does help a lot of kids with neuro-immuno issues.  I also started her on daily green smoothies… and… the Blendtec Total blender (with the new Wildside jar) my husband ordered for me just arrived!!!  This is a pic of one similar to ours… and yes, we’re blending most, if not all (& more!) of the items you see in the pic in our green smoothies:

Photo from: http://www.terawarner.com/blog/2011/03/meet-our-st-pattys-green-smoothie-challenge-blendtec-winner-jean-guerini/

I was only able to use it one time before we headed to the hospital last night for her infusion today.  The blend was amazingly smooth!!  It was neat to see how much smoother than our regular blender was. What a delicious way to eat our greens & other nutrition!  The last couple of weeks, I’m seeing her slowly start to improve… she still has a way to go, but we’re thankful for all improvements, no matter how small.  🙂

I’ll try to check in later… prayers are very appreciated that this infusion will go well as she has consistently been having severe headaches (sometimes with vomiting and fever) that last for nearly a week following these infusions.

Thank you for following her story and praying for her and our family… you’re each a blessing to our family!

Blessings

Today, I am so deeply thankful for the blessing and gift that honored me with the most cherished and important role of my life: Mommy! ♥  Faith, I love you and treasure you, my precious daughter and I admire your courage and tenacity.  I am so thankful and proud to be your Mom!

Faith's Christening

Faith’s Christening

Happy Mother’s Day to my mom (another blessing in my life!) and all the moms reading this! ♥

It’s certainly been a hectic couple of weeks around here!  What’s new, right?

Last weekend, we celebrated our eldest’s (my stepdaughter) graduation with a Master’s degree in Biology, focus on Biomedical Sciences.  She’ll be completing her Thesis this summer and anticipates defending it by August.  She’s worked very hard these last couple of years and we are so very proud of her!  Great job, Hope & all our Congratulations and Best Wishes!!!  We love you!!

Hope's Master's Graduation

Hope’s Master’s Graduation

Hope's Master's Graduation Reception

Hope’s Master’s Graduation Reception

Meet the adult female Lone Star Tick Faith found on herself the next day:

Female Lone Star Tick

Female Lone Star Tick

Before my fellow PANDAS-PITAND moms (who know all too well that tick-borne diseases are known infectious triggers for PANDAS-PITAND… and very difficult to eradicate, especially if not caught early) suffer heart failure at the sight of that creepy pic… and the knowledge that testing Faith would likely be unreliable due to her immune deficiency and her ongoing IVIG infusions (ask if you want more technical info about the reasons for this; I’m assuming the non-medical folks are not as interested as me, the nurse), I’ll assure you that we continue to work with her medical team on this and she is being treated for tick-borne infections as a precaution.  Still, yes, sigh… another worry… and not one I take lightly as I know far too much about the implications.  Thankfully, she found it very quickly and it was barely starting to imbed.  Thus, the risk is lower.  However, it’s still there and given her complex medical case, we don’t take chances.  We treat.  Please pray any potential infections will be quickly resolved and eliminated.

This past weekend, we celebrated a nephew’s graduation from college with a degree in Business.  He too, has worked very hard and we are so proud of him! Here’s a photo of most of us present at the graduation.

Graduation - Large Group

Graduation – Large Group

Faith has IVIG # 10 this week.  We’ve been so blessed the last several years to be a part of this amazing ministry and dance group.  Dance?  Yes, we dance… but the focus is on mentoring children to become disciples and God is doing amazing things through it!  We bumped the date of the infusion to Tuesday, instead of Monday so she would be able to participate in Worship Dance on Monday evening just before we head down for her infusion.  If you’re local and want to see the recital, give me a call and I’ll fill you in on the details.  Wherever you are, we appreciate your prayers for this infusion and that any side effects will be minimal as she continues to battle severe headaches and vomiting in the days following the infusions this year.

Faith continues to press forward, working very hard to complete her academic load for 7th grade.  Due to being so sick the last two years, she has missed a great deal of content.  Admin has determined that she must pass the state tests in order to pass 7th grade.  She’s amazing in how self-motivated she is in her educational pursuits and she continues to press forward.  We trust she is in God’s hands here and as in the past, will do well on these state tests.  We appreciate prayer support for same… her first test is scheduled for May 23 – English.  She’ll take the Math test the following week (last week of May) and the History test the first week of June.  We’ve likely lost the Spanish 1 class she was taking for high school credit.  We’re looking into homeschooling her next year for her, for health reasons, to ensure she has the content she needs going into high school.

As most of you are well aware, the journey to reclaim Faith’s health has often been arduous.  We work to get her back to health, only to have her come down with yet another strep throat infection and we’re back to square one all over again.  Those of you who know me well, are also well aware that I firmly believe that God will heal her in His time AND that He will use these trials in our lives for good in some way.

During our recent travels, I was fortunate to hear the following song… very beautiful and though provoking and reminding me once again, that God uses ALL things for good.  Most of this song (especially the chorus) tells of the life we’ve led in this journey over the last several years in working to heal Faith.  I hope it blesses you as it did me. Lyrics follow embedded song track.


We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we have faith to believe

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
It’s not our home

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise

Lone Star Tick & End of School year

Female Lone Star Tick

Female Lone Star Tick

Faith found this on her shoulder Sunday evening.  We think she got it while walking the dog and chatting with some neighborhood kids earlier that day.  While it’s a fairly low chance that she contracted any of the tick borne diseases (this one also carries S.T.A.R.I., which stands for Southern Tick-Associated Rash Illness), neither her Pediatrician nor I were comfortable with not treating it.  Tick borne illnesses are known infectious triggers of PANDAS-PITAND illnesses and with her history, it’s not a good risk to take.  We’re treating with a few weeks of antibiotics.

Please keep her in prayer as she is also wrapping up the last few weeks of school after being quite ill this year and missing a great deal of content.  She’ll take our state-mandated tests, starting in two weeks and administration has determined this is what will determine her passing 7th grade.

We’re looking into home-school for next year, in hopes of keeping her healthier, allowing her brain time to heal from the last few years of onslaught from her immune system and improving her time for both academic and social focus.

 

High dose IVIG # 9

High dose IVIG # 9 for Faith’s PANDAS and Immune Deficiency will be this Mon-Weds (April 16-19).  Due to the reactions (severe headaches lasting days & sometimes unresponsive to meds, fever and vomiting) Faith had following the last two infusions, we’re changing to a different medication and running it over three days, instead of the usual two days.

We’re also getting back some of the labs we recently ran (and running more this coming week) and finding some answers there as well.  Although one never wants to have positive results to these labs, it’s good that we are tracking down the problems, so that they can be addressed and hopefully, help in her healing.  The most notable one is we’ve learned that she has diminished ability to clear certain toxins from her body due to alterations in her methylation cycle.  We’re hopeful that we are closing in on this one and anticipate it will be easily corrected…. nice that something is likely to be simple, so we’re thankful for that.

Prayers are appreciated that this one will go better and help her heal… speaking of which, please also pray for good sleep as she’s not been resting very well lately and sleep is crucial to brain healing.

Thanks so much; your prayers and support sustain us as God guides our every step.

Lab results on Good Friday

It’s Friday, but Sunday’s coming.

How often during these last few years it has felt like Friday.  How often we have not had answers about why things are happening the way they are, about what all this means, about where it’s all leading.

Today, we received some preliminary labs, while we continue to wait for others.  We’re starting some research on what we know so far, hoping we’ll soon learn more and considering what other labs might be important for the next time.  We’re hopeful this will bring information to help Faith heal.

Again, we don’t have answers about why, what, where… again, it’s Friday… but, Sunday’s coming.

We rejoice that even though we do not know the answers to many questions right now,  we can be confident and thankful, even joyous in the incredibly good news of Jesus, who paid our debt and rose on Sunday.

 

 

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